Tag Archives: curiosity

is

It’s the voice of the child who calls the emperor naked,
Of course.

But it’s the voice of the child who calls clouds pretty,
And dead birds sad,
As well.

It’s the patron of the woman catching a trickle of water in her open mouth
As she dies of thirst,
And of the woman who swipes right.

It’s the mountain climber’s, too–
At least, until falling–
And the man who dreams of flying begs its favor.

But the first man to fly knows
It is deaf to prayer,
And blind to need.

The preacher at the pulpit calls it her teacher,
But the sole pupil hearing its lesson is the old man in the back,
Doubting his faith.

The carpenter, when they build, is its employer
Though it never earns a dime.

The gambler has looked in its eyes a thousand times,
Courted it,
Cursed it,
Worshipped it,
Yet doesn’t recognize its face.

The greedy may scorn and disown it,
And the demagogue mask it,
Contort it,
Flay it and stuff straw into the empty skin
(Then bow and scrape to the puppet while condemning its bloody remains for a monster),
Yet all the wealth and power they covet is granted
Solely at its pleasure.

How do you know it?

You say, perhaps:
    Like a lover knows their mate
Or
    Like your secrets know your friend
Or even
    Like a captive knows her jailor

No, that’s wrong:

You know it like a mill knows the river,
Like a kite knows the wind,
Like roots know soil.

What is it?

Yes, that’s right: what is it?

Leave a comment

Filed under Poetry

Snow Koan

The master spoke: “It is said the sentence ‘snow is white’ is true, if and only if snow is white. This we have already discussed. But it is a separate question whether snow is, in fact, white. So what color is snow?”

The student, having re-learned the child’s art of giving simple answers to simple questions, replied: “White, of course!”

The master smiled. “Oh? And are you certain of that belief?”

As you’ve taught me, I cannot be absolutely certain of anything,” said the student. “But I am humanly certain, yes.”

“And if I say that snow is not white?” inquired the master.

“Holding to true beliefs in the face of authority is an old lesson, master. My answer is unchanged.”

“Well and good,” said the master. “But what if I offered more than mere authority?  What if I showed you that snow is not white?”

This question did not seem simple, so the student paused to think before answering.

“If you could actually do that,” they replied, “I would be very interested. But I do not expect it to happen.”

Wordlessly, the master rose and walked outside, beckoning the student to follow. It was winter, and it just so happened that a fresh layer of snow had covered the ground the night before. The master pointed to a patch of snow down the hill, upon which some animal had recently urinated. “Snow is yellow,” the master said, for the snow there was indeed yellow.

The student began to speak, but the master held up a hand to silence them, then led them to a snow fort some of the younger adepts had built that morning.  The two of them stuck their heads inside, and the master said, “Snow is blue,” for the light shining through the walls was, in fact, a muted blue.

Finally, the master pulled a microscope from their pocket and, using a chilled pair of tweezers, placed a single perfect snowflake under the lens, beckoning the student to look. The student did so and beheld a fantastic crystal, transparent yet scintillating with rainbow. The master said, “Snow is all colors and no color,” and surely that was the only description that properly fit.

“Now you have seen,” said the master, “So I ask you again, what color is snow?”

The student, feeling rather stupid, hesitated. They began: “Well…it depends on how you see it, I suppose…or where you see it…I mean, the context–” but they were interrupted by a big, white, wet, and very cold snowball to the face, which the master had been concealing.

In that moment, the student was enlightened.

Leave a comment

Filed under Essays, Fiction

Fire

If you play with fire, sooner or later you’re going to get burned. The moral: stay away from fire.


When you light a fire, you can get burned. The moral: be careful with fire.


While cooking with fire, sometimes you get burned. The moral: some pain is unavoidable.


Some things burned by fire get cooked. The moral: not all destruction is bad.


Stop fire from spreading, feed it, it keeps you warm. Moral: some dangers can be tamed.


Pretty. Warm. Too much warmth is pain. Too much beauty spreads, kills. Learn: pleasant and safe are not the same.


…What is that?

Hot, bright, filled with color, dancing and alive, angry and lifeless, consuming and alluring and terrifying and pure. What is it?

Beautiful. What is it?

What is this?

Leave a comment

Filed under Poetry